If only I could have you back

if only I could have you back

we would do all the things we used to do

over and over again

work in the garden

visit your friends

go for a walk in our town

buy a Christmas tree

look at old photographs

throw stones in a fountain

take pictures

eat chocolate

if only I could have you back

we would do new things

for the first time

and I would be able to ask questions

and to get all the answers

if only I could have you back

I could met you as an adult

not as the small child I was when I lost you

to my grandad who passed away 12 years ago and who I still miss very much. I love you, Grospi!